Can someone help me yze this quote into "modern" terms?

Dude, chill out, I follow this guy because I choose to do so for my own reasons. We can't all be the boss, and not all bosses have trustworthy followers who'll always do what they say. As sure as you are that Roderigo is your name, if I were a Moor, I would not be the person I am, Lago. When I follow him, I follow my inner desire and serve my own cause and wishes. When what I do is the same as what I want to do, when my action matches my true desire, everyone knows my true desire and it allow some to pick it apart and use it against me to their own advantage. Therefore don't believe me to be the person who I outwardly appear to be.