Is cl important?

i feel embred cos i do nto have a car when men ask me if i drive and i have had a few ask me if i own my own house or rent it. I dont, care if someone has alot of things or not, as long as they are a nice person. I do feel embred if i have to say no i do not. I wish i was more confidant and was not embred. some of my friends catch the bus and they dont, care if they dont, drive. I haate being judged cos i am a nice person. I have my grandchildren living with me so i cannot work full time. I do feel embred and would like more. teh last blok i dated called me an unemployed layabout and i was hurt alot by that. Its made me very weary. I wonder if anyone is going to accept me.