Any help for chronic suicidal ideation? ertive community treatment? Other ideas, when meds & ECT fail?

I suffered unresponsive bipolar disorder for thirty some years, and it is hell. It's really hard to get from day to day if you keep looking at the large picture, I Iearned to live from one day to the next, I lived in the now and would not consider even tomorrow, it tends to take care of itself until you get there. You must focus on what is good in your life RIGHT NOW, not two hours from now, not tomorrow certainly not what has happened in the past, but RIGHT NOW. Your home sounds lovely, appreciate it. Your husband loves you, focus on that. Find whatever it takes inside yourself to keep on keeping on.... because one day, something will happen, and you will start getting better. I waited thirty years, and then they tried me on a new drug at the time, and low and behold, it works for me. Never give up on yourself, when you come thru the valley of the shadow....you appreciate the light so much more.